2004-10-21 @ 4:32 p.m.
I just had the worst day of my life that I can remember.
I have a 21.6 average in math A30. Is that not sad? To make it worse, it was the acedemics ceremony this morning where all us "stupid" kids sit on the hard floor in the gym and watch the kids who managed to get above eighty-five averages be recognized. I didn't go, not only for the fact that the ground is cold and hard, but also because I feel like an idiot with a 20.6 percent average in grade twelve math.
When I was walking outside to hide behind the shed while waiting for my friends, a teacher who was patroling outside, making sure no "stupid" kids were skipping yelled "Go to the gym and at least see what an honor roll looks like." My school is so stupid.
A girl who sits in front of me in bio was complaining about how the school revolves solely around kids who play sports and are on the honor roll. It's too bad she's both on the honor roll and recieves awards for basketball, because she really can't understand what it feels like to sit on the cold, hard ground for an hour watching people who are better than us.
But I shouldn't complain, because I know I've been slacking off hardcore since school starting. I'm going to set aside an hour each to math and bio so I can bring up my marks. I wont get on honor roll (because I'm just not that smart) but at least I'll know I tried.
Anyway, I'm off to practice for a competition like thing on friday for my tenor drum. If I win (which -not to be cocky- I probably will, considering I'm the only senior competing, everyone else is beginners) I'll get two hundred dollars which I dearly want.
--Ki.
P.S. Sorry for the over-riding monotonous tone of this entry, I'm not in a very good mood.
